Far - I wanna make you happy :)

woow im flooded with love for him, like wow, and this very moment, wooow. im in bliss., the crazy tight rope between bliss and heartache, because it cripples my heart to think he is so far away, and yet it thrills me to know that I CAN have that bond. I dont know why life does this to be honest. Supposedly, according to one theory, that i dont really agree with, a soul mate would be too intense to spend the rest of your life with, instead they are their for brief periods of time, at the right moment to teach you the perfect lesson. Once that is achieved, they leave. So what was his purpose? He gets me. Its weird for someone to get me. To know EXACTLY how to make me smile. Sometimes he has to push me into it. He KNOWS I HATE loading videos, and hardly ever do. But sometimes hes all sweet and insistent. So I cave to the thought of endearing heart. I watch the video and to my surprise and yet somehow not, i realize that OBVIOUSLY he was going to send me that. THAT one PERFECT song that makes you warm up from the inside out, that the beat flows, that you get lost in the words and how they blend into a human symphony. You are lost, freely letting your soul meander for it self, its beautiful. How could it not have made sense before? Of course it was... :)