Something I wrote a long time ago :
engraved in my mind are tiny shreds of memories. These elusive ideas, their vividness enchants me. I am swimming in a never ending stream of possibilities. Each with their own consequences. The blend of danger and insecurities affect my vision. Is it tunnel vision? is it a dream of what in reality could never be? It plagues me, it engulfs me compleatly and leaves me confused. There are no words for feelings, they just are. There are no threats in my mind, its safe. Its the execution of these ideas, these opinions, these thoughts that cause reprocrussions. Could I ever truly ponder all the options, or is it a matter of trying. Trying leads the possibility of failing. My frail mind, as strong as it should be with these incessant thoughts, can not bear any more. Calm down little one.
Breath.
The worst is yet to come, so maybe you should just hold your breath and dive in.............
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