Dream

Wow, what a crazy dream
It started off on a field, and I was with Eben. And I lost my shoes, both pairs of shoes. But everyone told me to look for them later. When we came back, there were huge machines everywhere. And I couldn't find both my shoes, they were collecting all the shoes on the field, and pushing them to a side with these machines. Eben took me to a room and held me from behind and licked my face and then my ear. The ear felt good, but I couldnt figure out why.
Suddenly I was in a huge zocalo. I was with two girls I had never seen before but I was comfortable with them. They seemed like acquiantaces. There was also a little girl, and she was frustrating. We walked by an earing stand, and i stopped to look at all the pretty things. I liked two pairs of earing, and I remember them vividly, hoops with beaitiful threads on the inside. Katie Spendel was there and she was talking to the lady in the store. I remembered I had 50 pesos and I could buy these gorgeous earing. I went  back and they werent there. I was confused. The little girl ran past me and she had them in her hands. I asked her if she had paid for them and she said no. So I grabbed her by the hand and took her to the store owner. I told her that i would buy them for her. She got mad and started to wiggle out of my grasp. Then she headbutted me right between the rib cage. I fell. I was out of air and I cried. I got up and I told her that that wasnt nice. Suddenly I was in a different part of the same zocalo. With these huge metal gates. I had walked through them before. I had no idea where the little girl was, and I got nervous. I walked through one of the metal gates and the other one shut. There was a guard on each side, but I tried to get them to notice me. The other gate briefly opened. A women walked in. I remember her vividly, and it wasnt Daniel's mom, but I had made that connection.
She sat that this had to stop. That I simply meddle in business thats not mine. That I have to understand that its not that they hate me, but I have to see how much damage I am causing. That I had hurt that poor little girl and that was just crossing the line. I was getting claustraphobic, and I asked if we could continue this talk outside the gates. She said that I have to understand that there are superior authorities at work, and this time, they wanted revenge. That I would have to understand that this time, it HAD to be like this. I cried. Itzel walked in. I was surprised to see her, and smiled. She didnt look pleased. She asked the lady if she had addressed the "Mia" situation. I was so confused. I felt attacked, like everything was wrong and no one was seeing it my side. Itzel told the lady to be quick and get done what she had to. The lady was calm, she lit a cigarette and started to tell me that I had to pay, and that it would hurt her, cause she never disliked me. She said i was an unfortunate case but that i had to be punished, everything I touched, I destroyed. I got a message from Mia. It said that you for your beautiful words, and I will see you tonight. I burst into tears again. I didnt know if I would ever see anyone again and the thought killed me. I thought I was going to die in there, and everyone would simply think that it was for the best.  I accepted my fate, she came closer and began to suffocate me. I stood there, not wanting to cause pain anymore. I cried and I cried. And then i woke up.