I miss you

I woke up today and I really missed you. I don't know why. I have to splatter a huge smile on my face and just get on with it, I realize that. I just wish it wasn't so hard. Some days are good and others are horrible. Why today when I have so much to do, must it be this hard? I am scared of taking my ipod, some songs make me happy and then suddenly a song comes on that reminds me of you and I break. I got to stop being so fragile.