Dear Universe

Dear Universe,
              Id like to take a second to express what I feel for you. thank you, for giving me this great gift.. the gift of life. You embrace me in blankets of bliss, warm, comforting and eternal rays of sunshine. You blessed with me  with infinite tools just waiting to be explored. You gave me the ultimate power, the power of choice. You have me the freedom to CHOOSE happiness. Dear Universe thank you for understanding that I am a mere disciple in this school of life and I am constantly trying to grow in my quest for the ultimate light. Universe, I am ever so grateful for the chance to explore all these emotions, these feelings, these choices and decisions and yet knowing that everything will be okay in the end. It is destiny, all written in the cards and set in such a beautiful backdrop. Existence is there to humble you. To make you aware of how easy it is to fall into the trap of the cotidian. Life is a series of trials, all set out intentionally to teach you what you need to learn in order to grow. Take your time to reflect on this, each error is your destiny telling you to correct something. Listen to the voice within and grow. Let yourself flow and see where that takes you. What do you when you are all alone? Do you sing? Maybe dance? Draw? Meditate? Contemplate? why do you engage in this activity?
Maybe THAT is your path, your destiny your fulfillment. Ultimately its not in the cards. Not right now, and maybe never only time will tell. Only our perceptions will think and contemplate but only our souls will ever know. Its not in proximity that lies a twin flame but in heart felt unison. Its not for me to judge the choices, they were already written. It will lead to something if only I can learn patience.
This year is all about feeling my way through. Reason only clouds the mind, fills it with preconceived notions of what SHOULD be. The only way of truly living and grasping life is by letting it all go. I have found my destiny. There are certain things calling me. Breath in, you hear it? Breath out. Its destiny... its calling you.
Now let yourself go..
Dear universe, my mind is scattered much like your stars all perfectly chaotic. I am learning and spewing from the seams. At moments I find inner peace the only state of being and the next I find myself whipped into a world of chaos and utter hipocracy and close mindedness. Now its time I feel my way of this situation and my heart is telling me that the beach.. this weekend is where i should be. It is going to teach me something. I feel it. My intution has been very very crazy lately. I can see things in the future. WAit.. lets test this.
"I can feel my way out of anything... "




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