let it go, thats my wish for me .. next year, blank slate, thats what i need, yup, bring it on world :) love my family, love in general, but stop being this way. Its time to shine brighter than any star, I am a star, and no one will convnce me of that but me. so i have to stop limiting myself. Here we go Doy, get ready for a wild ride but a worthwhile ride. you willl learn who IS worth your time and people that you loved but only used you will realize they truly loved you. The irony. A wild ride awaits you this year my dear Doyel, buckle up. A bumpy ride is may be, but nonetheless i can atleast promise it will be worth it.
edward, my dear edward, my beautiful lover that loves me for me, and yet always makes me fall in love again. Wow... here goes my love story with Aaron.. mmmmmm.... time to find my soulmate. If not its time for new beginnings but stagnation is no longer a feasable option.. pick, choose and keep walking. remember dear Doyel that life is what happens when you are busy making plans and yet the same wisdom is contained within sayings about the contrary..
i am going to leave, start fresh, and its to escape this hurt. Its necessary. It hurts and I cant remain in his limbo anymore. My stomach churns at the thought of Daniel with someone else, and maybe a fresh start is what I need. I keep looking at my options here in Mexico and its.not.love
I dont know know else to put it. I wont EVER fall in love with them they will NEVER have a hold of me the way Daniel did. There are the things that my heart is afrait of admitting but im scared I feel I will never let my heart feel that again. And parts of me telll me that im naive and yet theres another part of me that tells me that a part of me KNOWS that its because of something..
how are you?
What a hard question to answer. Lie? Be honest? Be brief or dwell?
while there is still a fickle flame and a mercurial wind, our chance will exist to reignite that flame.
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