I tend to be a masochist. I tend to relive the past in vivid detail as to take off the band aid little by little. I think its time to let that go. This time, im going to erase. Start fresh, new country, new name, new identity. Instead of heading straight towards the inner turmoil that rapidly approaches, i dodge the bullet by being ever so busy.
But I dont want to be busy anymore, I simply want to BE.
My ego is feeding a rather sad tale to my body and now its time for my body and my spirit to take it back. This time, nothing will get me down. I wont make my past living, if ...he, is my past it is for a reason....everything is - it's the only thing i know for a fact.
Tonight, I will erase you and awake to new day full of opportunity. Goodbye.
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